But this time is different

Another raining day:packing

After a short sleep, I dragged myself to the dentist at 8:00 am. Not very pleasant. I had another escaping dream. I was holding someone's hand and trying to get out of a place where I don't even know again. But this time is different, I saw exactly who the person was. Nobody was hunting us and also there was no fear. We were just trying to find the exit. The scenes keep spinning in my head all the morning. My mouth is still numbing. Same as my brain.

So many emotions these days. I could blame on the weather. It's more painful than I thought. But this time is different. I found strength from the sadness and it's powerful. It makes me want to work harder on the future plans because there is something I really want to see. And I'm eager to prove myself that I can make it. I'm glad I feel the pain and all the emotional things. Negative emotions are usually the source of creation.

I'm leaving here for a while. But this time is different. I don't know how long it will be. Let's just wait and see.